Month: September 2009
Sometimes, we almost have sex…
Ok, maybe I should clarify that. We have lots of sex. But sometimes, we almost have…regular sex. Almost. “Almost” meaning: just a rope or two. Or mini-breast presses and a rope. Over the end of his desk. With his hand holding my wrists tied behind my back and my tits…
Voyeur
He likes to watch. He sits across the room, his eyes on me, always on me, like hands, like heat. One time it was the afterparty at the video shoot. He told them I was a sex slave, an object for their use, a fucktoy. I don’t know if he…
Don't Blame Poly
Now on Eden Cafe! Don’t Blame Poly (written by Yours Truly.) 🙂
Don’t Blame Poly
Now on Eden Cafe! Don’t Blame Poly (written by Yours Truly.) 🙂
Expectations
So I am filled with anticipation about tomorrow night. I know I shouldn’t be, because like as not, my expectations will be too high, and the result will not meet them, and then, no matter how wonderful the night is, there will always be that little shadow hanging over it.…
Greedy Bitch
So I bought my guys some toys. The SO and I are heading up to Kinky Kollege in October, and he had indicated an interest in canes, so I bought him a “starter” set from Cane-IAC, so that he’ll have several different styles to try out on some unsuspecting female…
Primary Function
My relationship with my SO, in regards to BDSM, is not always clearly defined. Oh the roles themselves when we are in that space–he is Top, I am bottom–are always very clear, but within our “real life” relationship we are equals, and it is only when we enter that space…
New Post on APL: Schmoop!
New post on A Poly Life: It’s Thursday, I Think I’m Sick. Feeling contented and relaxed today-go on over and see why!
Reclamation
I can’t truly call it “reclaiming,” because honestly? his hold on me never left. It is there, no matter where I go, what I do, who I am with. And yet he has reclaimed me, made me his again, made me remember that, no matter where I go, I belong…
WotW – Twat
Now on Eden Cafe: WotW: Twat. Written by Yours Truly. It doesn’t always mean what you think it means!