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A New Year

Note: I started this yesterday. It’s the night before New Year’s Eve and I’m riding in Sir’s car on the way from my house to his to fetch my bowling ball so I can get the thumbhole drilled out some. (Yep, that’s a thing.) I’m wearing a short, clingy sweater…

His Shirt

I came home this morning from the Hypnotist’s house, threw my purse on the bench and my backpack in my office and ran upstairs to bury my face in the white t-shirt he leaves behind for me to wear, or sleep in, or sniff, when he’s not here. We’d had…

Contradictions

I wander through the quiet house this morning, picking up the detritus from last night. An abandoned glass, half-full, clothes on the floor in a heap, a lap blanket, a pair of shoes. My rings and phone and watch. I think about him, going about his morning routine, here, in…

New Rules

We’re playing by his rules now. I have a feeling that means we both win.

Shoes

It never fails. It’s almost always a Wednesday, because that’s the day I go right from work to the Hypnotist’s, so we can get a bite to eat and I can get changed for bowling. But I like to dress up for him, which – surprise – is not always…

A Week in the Life

Alright, not quite a week, but close. I woke up early today…slept poorly…weird dreams about a post-apocalyptic world and trying to get movie tickets, adopting a wildcat kitten, trying to escape a cult. Should have gotten up right then and worked out or gone for a run (it’s beautiful out…

Perspective

There’s a lot of things that I like about this image, one of which is the surprise of getting to see my bird from a fresh perspective. Sometimes I forget he’s there, my hummingbird, and seeing him is a jolt – a nice one: “Ooh pretty!” I like my shoulders…

Business in the front, party in the back

And oh what a party it was! I wore this dress, and some a-MAZ-ing pink stilettos that actually GLOWED in the dark, to a play party with both my guys Saturday night. I got some lovely marks and had a load of fun. I think the guys did too. Being…

Weekend Happenings

This sunburn, on top of these bruises… These cane marks… And this smile… All happened this weekend. I planned to do an actual write-up on the actual happenings, but my laptop died and I’m too lazy to go downstairs and get the cord – so I’m writing on my phone.…

It’s been a few heady days.

I’m up at 5 a.m. because I realized, late late last night, that I haven’t written or posted anything since…Sunday? I’d say I’m just crazy busy (and I am!) but it’s not entirely that. I had time last night when I could have sat myself down and written something. And…