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Chained
We had just spent the evening with a new couple: dinner, drinks and talk; later, play. He hadn’t hurt me, maybe because I was planning to get the new piercings, maybe because he didn’t want to scare or shock them; I don’t know which. But I went to bed unmolested…
Need
I am feeling dissatisfied. Edgy, moody, in need. Wanting to feel the bite…the edges. I need to run, I think. Find that feeling by pushing myself through to the point of exhaustion, beyond myself, beyond the pain, beyond the “here”-ness of my SELF, through to the point of empty-ness, to…
The Pleasure/Pain Intersection
I’m not a pain slut. Regardless of what you may see and read here about the things I do, the things I enjoy, the things I allow myself to be put through–I’m not a pain slut. I don’t enjoy pain simply for the sake of pain. I enjoy it as…
First Lines
I got this from Osbasso’s site recently. I don’t often do memes, but it just seems appropriate, here at the beginning of a new year. What was the first line from your blog the first day of each month in 2009? January – “I’ve been looking at photos of the…
Maybe
After I saw W last night I came home and crawled into bed with Ad, and we talked and snuggled, and fell asleep wrapped around each other. But I woke back up at 4am and couldn’t sleep, so I went into the front room and putzed around on the computer…
The Whipping Girl
I have a confession: I don’t love the singletail, at least in W’s hand. There are implements I do love, even ones that hurt, that even as I am hurting I am getting something from them, something that when he stops using them makes me disappointed for that half-second: “No…
New Articles on Eden Cafe
While I was away playing, dressing up, getting fucked, having Tiger Woods and an anal hook shoved into my ass and cunt, apparently two articles of mine came out on Eden Cafe. One is a discussion of the acronym RACK (Risk Aware Consensual Kink), the other is my own musings…
Rope Groupie
Okay I’ll admit it (and I know this comes as a huge surprise): I’m a rope groupie. It’s what first attracted me to W. Literally, a picture of him putting rope on a woman in his main profile photo on Fetlife. Then I went to his profile and I saw…
Voyeur
He likes to watch. He sits across the room, his eyes on me, always on me, like hands, like heat. One time it was the afterparty at the video shoot. He told them I was a sex slave, an object for their use, a fucktoy. I don’t know if he…
Don't Blame Poly
Now on Eden Cafe! Don’t Blame Poly (written by Yours Truly.) 🙂