W-H-O-R-E

The sun was warm, but not uncomfortable, the water cool against my skin. His wife had gone into the house to get him a beer and we were left outside in the pool alone.  I swam up to him and slipped my body close to his, wrapped my legs around…

Emotional Masochism

(Used in conjunction with a Creative Commons License) Me: I do know that, for me, after we scene and in the days following…I feel very submissive and subjugated…(and) the misery afterward enhances that feeling, keeps me in that headspace, and I like that.  I don’t want to let go of it…

Marks of Another Sort

He’s gone now, attending to family matters in another state for a week.  But before he left he wanted to leave his own mark on me…  Sometimes I wonder if he knows how deeply I am marked by him, body and soul. This day, the day before he left, I…

Marks

Like many submissive/bottom/masochistic-type people, I revel in the marks my Top/playpartners leave on my body. I love to look in the mirror right after or days after an intense session and see welts, rope marks, bruises and slashes. I admire them, I poke them, I relive the moments that caused…

Genesis of a Scene

Sometimes it's hard to tell if it's pleasure or pain that's happening, even for me, in the moment. Sometimes there is no distinction. It simply rolls from one to the other in waves, again and again.

Anticipation

So here’s how my life works. I’m all happy to have W back, and already feeling mopey that he’ll be going again so soon, but in between the “he’s home” and “he’s gone again” I’ll be going on my own little adventure–and I’m getting all twittery and excited about it. …

HNT- Rope, Knots and a Hint of Wood

W’s almost back…obviously I am getting my kink back on… Are you Half-Nekkid yet??

Blindfold

(image used under a Creative Commons license) I love blindfolds.  In a seeming dichotomy, they let me slip into a place removed from the scene that’s going on, and yet be engaged in it on an even more intimate level by touch, scent & sound. Usually, I have no fear…

Mission: Accomplished

"Don't stop," the ex snarled. "Keep sucking his cock, you little whore. Keep sucking it till he comes!"

3-Hole Girl

And then, holding me down with one hand, he forced himself into my ass, ignoring my protests, ignoring my body's efforts to repel him, bent on taking every part of me, of making sure I would be thinking about him while he is gone.