Torturing Myself

W always says submissives shouldn’t be allowed to torture themselves. In fact he never (or seldom) gives me tasks that involves causing myself pain, because he knows that I’ll probably hurt myself more than he intended.  And the weird thing is, it’s true, though I’ve no idea why.  Not that…

Thank god for small favors

Lunchtime. The park. I have a sandwich, a book, an ice tea and a blanket. The heat curls around my hips and torso sluggishly, drawing me down onto the blanket into its stifling embrace like an overeager lover. Stretching out onto the blanket I am suddenly reminded of another hot…

Open

In my fantasy, I am on my elbows and knees, ass lifted, legs spread to give the man behind me better access. He pumps into me steadily, almost mechanically, and really is mostly an afterthought, something I am barely paying attention to. It is the man in front of me…

10 x 10 + 1 (or 2, or 3, but who’s counting?)

It started with a task that I was sure I wouldn’t be able to complete: Task 20: Multiple O – Have ten orgasms in one hour. Each orgasm must be separate. There must be at least a three minute non-orgasmic separation between each orgasm.  If you fail, repeat the task…

Task 15 – Public O – Car

I should title this one “Memory Lane.” As part of  the continuation of my Public O Tasks, I offer you a trip down that Memory Lane… Ad and I had a date night the other night. We went to a restaurant that is right around the corner from my old…

Task 15 – Public O – At Work

My fingers smell like pussy.  Ripe, hot, pungent.  The smell makes me smile, warms me with a feeling of satisfaction, of having done well. He had written: Task 15 – Due to popular demand.  Have an orgasm in the following places: car, restaurant, public restroom, public sidewalk, store of your…

A Different Kind of Masturbation

I reach down between our sweat-slickened bodies and grasp his cock; the shaft warm, wet and thick in my hand.  He’s been fucking me all morning, and was just about to pull away, but I’m not ready yet.  I pull him closer by his cock, until he is nestled again…

Hotel

I’m in Dallas, up in my hotel room; alone. Everyone else is in a meeting, but I’ve been given a “pass” due to having to work on a project while I’m here at the conference.  So I came up here to work. Instead… …I find myself pulling my skirt and…

Anatomy of an Orgasm

Lately we’ve been getting a lot of photographic documentation of me having sex with myself, right up to and including the moment of orgasm.  It’s strange seeing oneself in the throes of unrestrained pleasure. It looks a lot like being in pain. And maybe, in a way, it is. Beautiful,…

I'm a woman, and I like porn.

I needed release last night. Filled with pent-up desire and the frustration of having no outlet for it, I lay in the front room of the condo I am sharing with my daughter here in Mexico and listened to her settling in for the night, separated only by a half…